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Im Itchy [08 Jul 2005|09:55pm] Well great news it wasnt hep! I went to the specailist yesterday and he said i had contracted a stomach virus or something which pissed off my liver and made it inflamed. my pee looks like dark beer and im itching like crazy. No tylenol or anything till it clears but it wasnt hep as the little chinese man at the er told me. communists. everyone is a communist since people look at me mean when i call people terrorists. dad is driving in iraq now. suicidal maybe? nope just money crazed.i look kind of yellow groovy right? i think im turning japaneese.the lady took 5 viles of blood for more tests today thats 14 this week. I had to borrow that blood and they are taking all of it. evil doctors. oh well hope all is well in your lives. love yas Stormi Emotions Go Awry

[13 Apr 2005|04:19pm] [ mood | artistic ] Hi all sorry for disappearing. I was sooo sad and then theres work and everything. I met a new guy his name is dwayne. Well he works with me but he finally asked me out. I ran into matt at walmart one day and he was like oh im getting married i went back to work and hid in the bathroom and cried a minute then went on with my day. Later that evening iw as fixing my drawer and he walked up and said "are you seeing anyone?" and i was like no and he was like " would you like to see me? and we have been together a month tomorrow.Im crazy about him. We went and picked up our checks today and went to walmart mom is sick so i had to hurry home. I didnt look at the hair place as i walked by which is where lori ( the hair dressing whore that was screwing matt) works. Mom had to goto the doctor so i decided to check my netness and matt was online and told me that he had seen me and him and lori had broke up. But i do not care. I love dwayne he can bite me. Im not so sick anymore my meds seem to be working.I wish you all well. Love yas Stormi 1 Know the Feeling *::* Emotions Go Awry

[25 Jan 2005|01:25pm] Well people I did in fact try to die. I went to the ER the other night when my lips and mouth were completly white. When I got there my heart was beating at 160. which it shouldnt be over 100. My blood preasure was 175/45 which is not so good. After hooking me up to two IV's and giving me some adavan they informed me that my hemaglobin was at a 7 it should be around a 14. So they admited me. The nicest male nurse in the world did my IV's.They then proceeded to give me 4 units of blood and im still only a 10.6. You should see my arms im full of holes. They did an ultra sound and didnt see anything. They arent sure why im bleeding. they are just waiting on the blood tests.They have me on extreme birthcontrol and mega iron. one of the nurses said they might have to do a hystorectomy. You dont tell a 17 year old girl that. ITs just cruel. Teresa and Amber came to see me and so did granny, papa, uncle chris and aunt cindy. They were doing everything they could to keep my blood preasure and heart rate down . All day i had begged for someone to just get Matt I just wanted to see him or at least talk to him. He finally called at like 7 and ended up telling me he isnt in love with me. They are trying to keep me calm and he breaks up with me. I swear he was trying to kill me I was soo upset Amber came back over to sit with me because if my numbers were up they werent going to let me leave. Im very weak right now and keep having these about fainting spells. Everyone wants to kill him. I almost died and if i had waited much longer to go i would have and he calls and does me like that. Well imma go. Sorry I tried to die. stormi 10 Know the Feeling *::* Emotions Go Awry

[16 Dec 2004|09:24pm] Today was a good day. I got up early and cleaned then got ready. Brandy came to pick me up and we went to coffee with amber and earl only after walking all the way from to post office becaue we forgot that it was a one way. We then walked back to the car and went to library and got the books they donated. You would think some of those guys that were in there could have helped use carry the 80lbs boxrs but Brandy wasnt in her mini skirt and well Im me and guys just dont want to help me. Stormi Emotions Go Awry

[12 Dec 2004|09:21am] Last night Jt messaged me and said his daddy died. His dad was a good person and i feel so bad for his family. Chris was what kept the boys inline. No one will allow me to talk to him and matt even brian yelled at me for talking to him for the 3 mins online. I want to call him and help out and i cant drives me crazy. He might be a jerk but his family has always been nice to me and i love his mama to death. so what can i do? nothing i guess. He told me his dad always liked me and told him we should have worked things out. doubt that . but still i feel really bad and i cant help at all. Stormi 1 Know the Feeling *::* Emotions Go Awry

[06 Dec 2004|05:57pm] So I went to work today. I was supposed to be on one of those magical fake registers but no. they stuck me on a real one within 3 minutes of being there.So i had to learn everything at once. Like an hour into it the manager walks over after a meeting and says they cant continue my training until after jan 2 because they didnt have the money. If they had just told me this like 2 weeks ago maybe i could have found something until after Christmas. The whole point of this job was so i could get Christmas presents. Matt got me all this stuff and now i dunno if i can get him anything. I tjust pisses me off. Plus i hurt my back because they dont have magical hand scanners for dog food so i had to lift those jumbo bags. Im tired. but oh yeah my work shirts came in today i can wear them to the mall and stuff lol Streesed Stormi Emotions Go Awry

[22 Nov 2004|09:12pm] [ mood | creative ] [ music | me singly loudly and badly ] I got the Job!!!! Maybe I shall have money sometime. 2 Know the Feeling *::* Emotions Go Awry

[21 Nov 2004|03:11pm] How will your friends back stab you? LJ Username Age Sex Male Female Both Don't Know Yes Please Decapitates you with a shovel explosion_365 Has you institutionalized explosion_365 Rips your heart out and stomps on it with stilettos am0rem0rte Puts strychnine in your cheerios stardust_dreams Accidently pushes you out in front of a bus <.< plastic_faith How many of your friends really want you dead - 5% This fun quiz by rylothean - Taken 12 Times. </a> New - How do you get a guy to like you? Emotions Go Awry

Applications suck [16 Nov 2004|06:45pm] i have applied and applied and to tell the truth i just want a job. i am tired of my name and ss number, odd questions, and trying to remember how much i made a year ago. i just want a job oh! this was posted by a gj user who stole it from dr. laura Dear George W. Bush, Thank you for doing so much to educate people regarding God's Law. I have learned a great deal from your show, and I try to share that knowledge with as many people as I can. When someone tries to defend the homosexual lifestyle, for example, I simply remind him that Leviticus 18:22 clearly states it to be an abomination. End of debate. I do need some advice from you, however, regarding some of the specific laws and how to best follow them. a) When I burn a bull on the altar as a sacrifice, I know it creates a pleasing odor for the Lord (Lev 1:9). The problem is my neighbors. They claim the odor is not pleasing to them. Should I smite them? b) I would like to sell my daughter into slavery, as sanctioned in Exodus 21:7. In this day and age, what do you think would be a fair price for her? c) I know that I am allowed no contact with a woman while she is in her period of menstrual uncleanliness (Lev 15:19-24). The problem is, how do I tell? I have tried asking, but most women take offense. d) Lev. 25:44 states that I may indeed possess slaves, both male and female, provided they are purchased from neighboring nations. A friend of mine claims that this applies to Mexicans, but not Canadians. Can you clarify? Why can't I own Canadians? e) I have a neighbor who insists on working on the Sabbath. Exodus 35:2 clearly states he should be put to death. Am I morally obligated to kill him myself? f) A friend of mine feels that even though eating shellfish is an Abomination (Lev 11:10), it is a lesser abomination than homosexuality. I don't agree. Can you settle this? g) Lev 21:20 states that I may not approach the altar of God if I have a defect in my sight. I have to admit that I wear reading glasses. Does my vision have to be 20/20, or is there some wiggle room here? h) Most of my male friends get their hair trimmed, including the hair around their temples, even though this is expressly forbidden by Lev 19:27. How should they die? i) I know from Lev 11:6-8 that touching the skin of a dead pig makes me unclean, but may I still play football if I wear gloves? j) My uncle has a farm. He violates Lev 19:19 by planting two different crops in the same field, as does his wife by wearing garments made of two different kinds of thread (cotton/polyester blend). He also tends to curse and blaspheme a lot. Is it really necessary that we go to all the trouble of getting the whole town together to stone them? (Lev 24:10-16) Couldn't we just burn them to death at a private family affair like we do with people who sleep with their in-laws? (Lev. 20:14) I know you have studied these things extensively, so I am confident you can help. Thank you again for reminding us that God's word is eternal and unchanging. Your devoted disciple and adoring fan. 1 Know the Feeling *::* Emotions Go Awry

[10 Nov 2004|02:11pm] I cut my hair. 3 Know the Feeling *::* Emotions Go Awry

[06 Nov 2004|03:07pm] [ mood | Worried ] President Bush has announced his plan to select Dr. W. David Hager to head up the Food and Drug Administration's (FDA Reproductive Health Drugs Advisory Committee. The committee has not met for more than two years, during which time its charter lapsed. As a result, the Bush Administration is tasked with filling all eleven positions with new members. This position does not require Congressional approval. The FDA's Reproductive Health Drugs Advisory Committee makes crucial decisions on matters relating to drugs used in the practice of obstetrics, gynecology and related specialties, including hormone therapy, contraception, treatment for infertility, and medical alternatives to surgical procedures for sterilization and pregnancy termination. Dr. Hager, the author of "As Jesus Cared for Women: Restoring Women Then and Now." The book blends biblical accounts of Christ healing Women with case studies from Hager's practice. His views of reproductive health care are far outside the mainstream for reproductive technology. Dr. Hager is a practicing OB/GYN who describes himself as "pro-life" and refuses to prescribe contraceptives to unmarried women. In the book Dr. Hager wrote with his wife, entitled "Stress and the Woman's Body," he suggests that women who suffer from premenstrual syndrome should seek help from reading the bible and praying. As an editor and contributing author of "The Reproduction Revolution: A Christian Appraisal of Sexuality Reproductive Technologies and the Family," Dr. Hager appears to have endorsed the medically inaccurate assertion that the common birth control pill is an abortifacient. We are concerned that Dr. Hager's strong religious beliefs may color his assessment of technologies that are necessary to protect women's lives for to preserve and promote women's health. Hager's track record of using religious beliefs to guide his medical decision-making makes him a dangerous and inappropriate e candidate to serve as chair of this committee. Critical drug public policy and research must not be held hostage by antiabortion politics. Members of this important panel should be appointed on the basis of science and medicine, rather than politics and religion. American women deserve no less. There is something you can do. Below is a statement to be sent to the White House, opposing the placement of Hager. (1) Please copy and paste (DON'T forward) the entire email into a fresh email; then sign your name below. After you sign, SEND THIS TO EVERY PERSON YOU KNOW WHO IS CONCERNED ABOUT WOMEN'S RIGHTS. (2) Every 10th person who signs the list (i.e., #10, #20, #30, etc.) -please forward the entire e-mail to president@whitehouse.gov We oppose the appointment of Dr. W. David Hager to the FDA Reproductive Health Drugs Advisory Committee. Mixing religion and medicine is unacceptable in a policy-making position. Using the FDA to promote a political agenda is inappropriate and seriously threatens women's health. Members of this important panel should be appointed on the basis of science and medicine, rather than politics and religion. American women deserve no less. 1. Susan Tannenbaum ( Owings Mills,Maryland) 2. Susan Levine (Silver Spring,MD) 3. Audrey Funk (Henderson,NV) 4. Susan Lowe Shlisky (Las Vegas,NV) 5. Michelle Straub-Wilensky (Los Angeles,CA) 6. Patricia Phelan(San Francisco,CA) 7. Victoria Einhorn(san anselmo, ca) 8. Brad Einhorn(Brooklyn,NY) 9. Bethany M acMillan (Brooklyn,NY) 10. Amy Russell (Louisville,Kentucky) 11. Beverly D. Moore (Louisville,Kentucky) 12. Connie O. Byrne (Kannapolis,North Carolina) 13. Janet C. Haas (Charlotte,North Carolina) 14. Heather V rana (Charlotte,NC) 15. Clare M. Evans (Newport,VA) 16.Kathy Chadwick 17.Jim Chadwick 18.Claire Grimm Chadwick 19.Lindsay Addison (Naples,FL) 20. Peggy Addison (Naples,FL) 21. David Addison (Naples,FL) 22. Howard Schumsky (Orlando,FL) 23. Kristie Born (Orlando,FL) 24. Paul Boyd (Atlantic Highlands,NJ) 25. Lois Jensen (NYC, NY) 26. Catherine Rubenstein (Belvedere, CA) 27. Anne Rubenstein (Belvedere, CA) 28. Dirk Rubenstein (Belvedere, CA) 29. Barbara K. Westover (Oakland, CA) 30. Sharon Bjornson (Oakland, CA) 31. Rabbi Sue Levi Elwell (Philadelphia, PA) 32. Hana Elwell (Brooklyn,NY) 33. Jen Song (Brooklyn, NY) 34. Janet Lo (New York,NY) 35. Emily Horowitz (New York, NY) 36. Daniel Horowitz (New York, NY) 37.Josh Hyman (New York, NY) 38. Mona Goldsmith (Plainview, NY) 39.Kate Striano (Newtown, CT) 40. Elissa Gellis ( Newtown, CT) 41. Diane Thompson (Sandy Hook, CT) 42. LInda Parsloe (Sandy Hook, CT) 43. Judy Juracek (Darien, CT) 44. Deborah Meisels (City Island, NY) 45. P. Briggs Saroch (Greenfield, MA) 46. Diane Fisher-Katz (Northampton, MA) 47. Kirsten Cirincione (Florence, MA) 48. Jane Lynch (Florence, MA) 49. Kathleen Kennedy (Santa Barbara, CA) 50. Leslie Palmer (San Antonio, TX) 51. Julie Toland, Middletown, RI 52. Josie Merck,( Cos Cob, CT) 53. Elizabeth O'Neill (Boston, MA) 54. Joan O'Neill (Traverse City, MI) 55. Barbara Becker (Concord, CA) 56. Ken Bruckmeier (Oakland,CA) 57. Margret Elson (Oakland, CA) 58, Marsha Sherman (Portland, OR) 59. Marinell Eva (Santa Rosa, CA) 60. Sharon Oman (Petaluma, CA) 61. Adrienne Davis (Santa Rosa, CA) 62. Barbara Carlson (Santa Rosa, CA) 63. Karen Grace-Kaho (Sacramento , CA) 64. Mary Beth Love (San Francisco, CA) 65. Ruth Finnerty (Oakland, CA) 66. Rosalie Holtz 67. Kay Corlett (Albany, CA) 68. Connie Barnes (Oakley, CA) 69. Donna Ventura (Brentwood, CA) 70. Nancy Herman (Lafayette,CA) 71. Shirley Chang (Berkeley, CA) 72. Nola Chavez (El Cerrito, CA) 73. Elspeth Wells (Clayton, CA) 74. Phyllis Berger (Los Angeles, CA) 75. Joan Barnett (Boston, Ma.) 76. Karen Danaher(Los Angeles,CA) 77. Susan Rice (New York, NY) 78. Alan Wagner ( New York, NY) 79. Jane Altman (New York, NY) 80. Sheila Friedman (Yardley, PA) 81. Susan Cooper (Brookfield, CT) 82. Elissa Fisher (Pleasantville, NY) 83. Angela Usobiaga (Pleasantville, NY) 84. Katherine Procopio Goodman (Katonah, NY) 85. Jessica White (Dobbs Ferry, NY) 86. Danielle Bottari (New York,NY) 87. Jennifer Getschmann (New York, NY) 88. Sung Pak (New York, NY) 89. Sharon Pak (New York, NY) 90. Pamela Gold(Jersey City, NJ) 91. Mindy Drossner (Lafayette Hill, PA) 92. Stephanie Choder (Gladwyne, PA) 93. Robin Stern (Lafayette Hill, PA) 94. Emily Newman (Syracuse, NY) 95. Mark Stern (syracuse, NY) 96. Robin Fink (Philadelphia, PA 19102) 97. Greg Rosen (New York, NY) 98, Durelle Schacter (San MAteo, CA) 99,rachel stewart (san anselmo ca) 100 Joyce Goldstein ( San Francisco) 101 Kate Slate (New York city) 102 Mardee Regan (Cornwall-on-Hudson, NY) 103 Brad Mehldau (Newburgh, NY) 104 Augusta Quirk (Summerland,CA) 105. Carolyn Furlong (St. Babs,CA) 106. Alexandra Morath (Santa Barbara, CA) 107. Talia Camarena (New York, NY) 108. Stuart Baldwin (New York, NY) 109. Julie Clarke (Chapel Hill, NC) 110. Vivian Chen (Chapel Hill, NC) 111.Sheryl Trager (New York, NY) 112. Debra Carbonaro (New York, NY) 113. Bowie Maksrivorawa (New York, NY) 114. Dawn Wetzel (Memphis, TN) 115. Posey Hedges (Memphis, TN) 116.Jim Spake (Memphis, TN) 117. Charlie Wood (Memphis, TN) 118. Kathy Kosins ( Birmingham, Michigan) 119. Dan Pliskow (Royal Oak, Mi.) 120.Susan B. Anderson (Pacifica, CA) 121. Laurence D. Anderson (Pacifica,CA) 122. Irene Spang (San Francisco, CA) 123. John L. Spang (San Francisco, CA) 124. Katherine Albrecht (San Francisco, CA) 125. Suzane Kavert (San Francisco, CA) 126. Chris Kavert (San Francisco, CA) Amazing isn't it? He can't eat a pretzel but he runs the free world. Emotions Go Awry

Sad Place [03 Nov 2004|12:23pm] The world is a sad place today. Millions are mourning the loss of our only hope at sanity. All we can do is pray that this creature will use his victory for the better this time. I want to cry for our country. Four more years or hating him, four more years of death and debt. Stormi 3 Know the Feeling *::* Emotions Go Awry

The world has lost it's mind [29 Oct 2004|07:56pm] [ mood | tired ] [ music | Last Resort- Papa Roach ] First of all I would like to say i am alive and I am sorry I havent posted in forever. Ive been working on my site and moms so its a mess. Secondly I would like to extend my sympathy to anniesj (view the link and you will understand) http://www.livejournal.com/users/anniesj/331475.html#cutid1 The world has lost it and thats just wrong. Get out and Vote Tuesday if you can, if not just sit back and watch Kerry Win. I hope all is well in the world of LJ Im goingto go now i have done nothing but run all day. I was up before daylight perfecting my sister's costum. Little Kids cant handle eye makeup. Love ya Stormi PS im going to be a witch lol Emotions Go Awry

[10 Oct 2004|10:53pm] Please go and vote for moms site~!!!!~ http://usa.ultimatetopsites.com/bin/topsite.cgi?together&cat=coolsites&ID=99 its the nicest place i have to take care of my freebie problem Emotions Go Awry

[08 Oct 2004|08:38pm] http://www.xsorbit1.com/users3/babymaniac/index.cgi go there and join and get free things its mommies and i like it lol Emotions Go Awry

[05 Oct 2004|02:27pm] [ mood | bitchy ] [ music | If Nobody Believed In You ] the show was awesome! I didn't have meet and greets but we got there really early so we were like 4th row. When he threw out the guitar picks one landed on Matts arm then at the end he threw another one and it landed on my shoe. So the only people that have touched them after joe is me and matt but i mean JOE TOUCHED IT! I got really close to the stage like there was only one person in front of me and got the pics. There were some women up there grabbing at his stuff for lack of better words. I was embarressed for them, they werent exactly acting like he was a person. I was so pissed off because there was this little girl there that was no more then 10 and she was with her grandma and her grandma wasnt about to fight the stage crowd so she could get close . So i walked her up there because thats something she will remember forever ya know? being like 10 feet from Joe. Well when i got up there this like 26 year old was hella rude and was like where are you going? she was really hateful and she had already been up there and taken a million pictures. Just the fact that she would be like that to a little kid annoys me but I got her up there. It was an awesome show and I got great picutres im sure. For the most part all Joe Fans were extremely nice.I dont know if any of you were there but I did ask everyone if they were on the boards. 1 Know the Feeling *::* Emotions Go Awry

So is my existance [29 Sep 2004|09:25am] [ mood | Alive ] [ music | Last Resort- Papa Roach ] I don't know how to describe life in general for me anymore, I can't say things are great because they aren't. I can't truly say things ae horrible because I am not starving or dying of some off the wall illness at the moment. So things should be good. Ive been seeing Matt for 3ish Months now and he is the sweetest person in the entire world. Shouldn't I be happy? He brings me flowers,opens doors and says all the things I want to hear. I am still the same person who always longed for these romantic gestures and now that I have them I don't know what to do with them. Brian is currently hating me but who can blame him, hell I hate me most days. I just want to be happy for a little while and though that seems impossible maybe there will be something to help me somewhere. I love Brian enough not to wish this pain on him but I am sure he had every intention of the person in his position being me. How can I feel sorry for that when it was me supposed to be miserable ? The elections are coming up soon and I still hate Bush with a passion, though I am sure Kery is growing weaker. They should have picked Edwards as the the Presidential and Kerry as the Vice what were they thinking? That would have been the better choice. Oh well off to the world of me Love you all Stormi Oh! Joe is coming MoNdAy 3 Know the Feeling *::* Emotions Go Awry

It's not nice to kill of my friends but what the hell [02 Sep 2004|05:00pm] How Will Your Friends Die? by arshus_ney Username Will Choke On A Peach am0rem0rte Will Be Murdered By A Psycho plastic_faith Will Be Eaten By Clowns stardust_dreams Will Die In The Throes Of Passion phase_v Will Be Abducted By Aliens gifteis Will Suffocate In A Corset perfectdreamer Will Be Smushed In A Trash Compactor stardust_dreams Will Be Burned As A Witch am0rem0rte Will Be Slain By Their Lover plastic_faith Will Be "Hit" By The Mafia phase_v Will Discover Immortality perfectdreamer Quiz created with MemeGen! 3 Know the Feeling *::* Emotions Go Awry

Putting Away Childish Things [28 Aug 2004|08:47pm] All of my life I have been that short chunky chick with unruly hair and a bad attitude. I'm cool with that now, I guess. Eventually, you have to accept the fact that you'll never reach the top shelf in your closet or put down the Chunky Munky. I'm at that point where all of my friends have lives and I spend my time watching Adult Swim and laughing at those jokes only stoners find funny. It's depressing in my year old Sketcher's boots somedays, but what can I do but walk in them? Some people have dozens of friends who mark them, mold them into the people they are meant to become, I have three. I have my super hyper,tennis playing, could be a model friend, who bless her heart, has more guys after her in one week than I will have in my entire life.When we go out people look at us like " How did THEY become friends?" I'm sure she has never noticed though, she's never been able to see things like that. Sometimes, I wonder my self but I still remember the day we met. I had just moved back from Northern Virginia to a school I had been to before. They stuck me in that mythical other class, the one where you know all the names and aren't friends with any of them.When they walked me in and introduced me, I saw the look of relief on her face. She had taken that same walk the day before and my arrival meant she was no longer the new girl. We became friends of circumstance. Eventually we were adopted by a same clique and formed one of those Spice Girl like groups that worshiped Britney Spears. The group went separate ways but we remained close.She now has her life planned to a tee. I , on the other hand, can't choose between Pizza and Chinese let alone my future career. We try to stay in touch but she's the worlds first sixteen year old work-a-holic. Between tennis, work and homework she doesn't have much time for me these days. Then, there is my perfect,Hanson Freak, friends with my arch-enemy, friend. I met her in third grade, once again, I was the new girl. I stood there in my dirty sneakers and mismatched early nineties clothes as the teacher pointed me to the empty desk next to her. She's the always perfectly clean, neat and polite type. So, she smiled, waved and did the "lets be nice to the new girl" routine. We were instantly friends. It's hard to think where I would be without her. Things change when you get older though,you aren't in the same classes and you make friends with people who are. It's hard to think the girl that helped me stalk the "it" guy, no longer ties up your phone line for hours or emails you just to say "Hi!".I'm sure I will always hold a place in memory and she mine. As you grow up you accept changes, you must to survive. Last, but not least, there is my newly married, I know all about men, friend. When we first met , I was ten and she was nearly two years older. I was in the same grade as her brother, which made me one of those annoying tag alongs. When you live up the street from someone for five years you take for granted seeing them daily. I'm not quite sure how we became friends, but I can't remember us ever not being friends to tell the truth. It's funny how you can think back to a day and remember everything about it from the sun on your cheek to the dust on your shoeless toes. The moment I have with her isn't some life altering moment, in fact it's one of the smallest. I remember sitting on the front steps of this old empty house. There was a huge tree in front that pulled the breeze through and protected us from the hot August sun. It was one of those trees with the little helicopter seeds you play with when you're small. We spent hours sitting on those steps, listening to her TLC cd and yelling the chorus at the passing males. Out of nowhere she looked at me in her fourteen year old maturity and said "Never kiss a guy that has been eating Doritos." To this day I giggle everytime a guy leans in for the kill. It seems so long ago that those were the things that were most important in our lives. I moved off and we had to live without each other there to giggle and make everything a FOX worthy drama. A year ago I moved back into the area and we started talking daily but all things must come to an end. She recently got married to a guy I can't say that I love him but she loves him and thats what matters. It was her turn to leave me I guess, they moved off to start a life for themselves. I get a letter once in awhile and I call to check in with her mom every couple of weeks. It's hard to use "friend" to describe those girls that are now women. They are more than that, they are my sisters. Maybe not by blood but in my heart they are. I have other friends and I'm sure will be more, but they just are not the sisters of my youth. I think that the reason I hold onto them is they are me. One is my inner cheerleader dying to escape. Another, the good girl that tries to please everyone and always has on a plastic smile. Then there is the me that cuts up and sings the wrong words off key. Each of these ladies have donated something that has made me who I am today, and who I will be. I can not help but be thankful. I know these are the people that will represent my childhood and awkward teenage years decades from now when I think back to the "good ole' days". I am sad to see them go, but maybe they have given all that they can to this lost cause. Besides there is nothing wrong with someone my age watching Aquateen Hungerforce. 2 Know the Feeling *::* Emotions Go Awry

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